this is the page where I will put some of the things Ive written.  just a few samples of what I do, nothing special, I'm not that good. 

"eyes"

eyes all around
looking here looking there

eyes cast down
with with disappointment

eyes of suspicion focused on me
judging from afar critiquing, bearing witness

eyes that condemn
INTO me they see

eyes of mistrust 
study me their weight upon my back

eyes that regard
pecking with evil at my skin

eyes of love 
i know not their stare

eyes of purpose 
trying to bring me down

eyes that question
assessing if ill meet the mark?

eyes that condone
passing over me

eyes of youth
seeing futures i cannot see

eyes of promise
ask will i hold true

eyes of the wise
studying my soul

eyes that hide
secrets within

eyes in pictures 
relentlessly follow me 

eyes I cannot escape
are my judge and jury

eyes that mirror intent
pass sentence

eyes that lie to none
my eyes cannot meet yours

eyes of fire
dream of possession

eyes of glory
wish for fulfillment

eyes of pity
stream with tears of remorse

eyes of future
laying out my futures past

eyes of past
unblinking testimony

eyes closed 
navigating trust

their eyes
scanning what I dare not see

your eyes 
celebrating what I don't know

my eyes 
grow heavier with pain

Voices


I can hear the silent people speaking
I have a dream where evil's creeping
the horrible screams fill my ears
as I'm stabbed all over with my deepest
and worst fears
that I am alone and I can't complain
only emptiness hears me as I go insane
how can i cover my shame 
when I know not even its name?
all have fallen who stood by my side 
nary a one strong enough for the ride
cannot control the beast within
and now the future looks very dim
reliving events haunting my mind 
my own reflection I cant abide
blink my mind and the scene changes 
all encounters I have evaded
alone in the dark I hear voices
too many paths, too many choices
swimming my mind is as the sea
cant pluck a thought like a leaf on a tree
my soul is beat withered by time 
like some salt pork swimming in brine
empty expanse drives out before me
nothing there why aren't I free?
blind to the forest I grope for reality
my eyes gaze with horror at what I cant see
murmurings rise and fall in the void
feeding on me making me paranoid
I am mugged by these words that fall
slashed and beaten, I am a rag doll
I am helpless to act, in overload
 am lost, gone for hours now is the road
still the echo's inside my head
oh how Ive prayed just to be dead
the voices go on marching to a beat
and in my head there is no retreat
gone now are thoughts of blame
my will to fight completely drained
the swirling storm behind my eyes
will not stop, continues to fly
today  dreamt I was home again
lucidity broke the same old trend
im ok, its all over now
but I know better, some how
its only asleep, once in a while
tell them you love them, face the trial
be very quiet, don't make a sound
don't wake the voices sleeping around
hang on to this day, hold on tight
remember it well when your back in the fight

THREE RANDOM WORDS

twains of pain
death of love
quaint little fuck
powerful fucking lust
labors of love
disappointments of marriage
winning the fight
losing your mind
indirectness of men
desperation of women
slip of mind
noises behind me
pounding of headaches
softness of fur
stiffness of leather
quickness of whips
clanking of chains
boredom with games
longing of hope
songs of past
rhythms of peace
beating my soul
death to all
peace on earth
round silly toes
many found races
triumph of pregnancy
broken my trust
check from reality
reality does bite
cars to bars
do you understand
please don't lie
please lie down
don't sit there
fuck me now
read on forever
carry me home
stupidly people dance
gracefully animals burst
drunken sweaty erection
refusal to look
bloody natural woman
loud snoring protector
beauty in eyes
fries and sundaes
bad dry humor
ripple of fear
plummet of dreams
downfall to women
wolves to me
i want friends
drumming inside me
waiting for tomorrow
tick tock clock
pretentious French movies
sexy head games
slobbering blubbering fools
lifetime struggling him
gaining my confidence
back off fucker
defeat of rape
wonder how much
more i can
take of this
>fin

---------------Damned---------------
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>My marrow boils with rage, retribution
>brooding plotting in isolation
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>wrenched with adrenalines fear
>awash with a cloak of distain
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>hither and tither I hitch from remorse to perverse laughter
>quenched only with thoughts of lawlessness and greed for selfishness
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>my anger flairs in the face of a god with double talk
>and smite for the price of confusion and imperfection
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>my hands are enraged to find work in such provision
>my mind idles, bringing peace through denial
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>I fear I must bear witness to the misgivings of those
>who would claim to be close to me
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>in friends vindictiveness I find my domicile
>in the halls of those who would care to harm
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>my guts churn with betrayal through rose colored glasses
>words, just words
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>wistfully patter across my neck 
>a warm breath of fear
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>a shiver of dismay
>a warnings sigh
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>I have seen and heard it all over and over in my mind
>paranoia feeding on my fears
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>my hands I do not recognise
>their actions I disown them
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>how I must wish for recompense
>how I must wish for delivery from this place
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>in a mere blink, bad goes to worse
>in the span of one misguided slip between the hand and mind
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>in this my demise is recognized in its fullest form
>to be exposed, given as sacrifice, shown to all 
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>atoning their conscience, washing their sins
>cleaning their souls for any wrongdoing having passed
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>the grip I must hold, knowing not rite from wrong
>not wholly which my heart commands
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>the obscure hold is tight, crushing my grip
>I fear the other, blind sided
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>for if my life to this point has wroth so much pain
>truly I am damned
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>End>

(C)6/2007 RCDuck